i havent been active due to me being in and out of two hospitals over this past week. im working today, due to my having mononucleosis and not being able to school this next week, but im sorry for those who unwatched me thinking i was neglecting my thread. im still here. ive just been too weak to pick up pens and too emotionally wracked to do anything else. my boyfriend who i broke up with had been playing with my emotions for the two months we have been separated. the other night i acknowledged how terrible this is and i told him off for causing me to cry constantly over this last month and feel as though im dying inside while his life is go